Today, I had to teach Relief Society at church. It is the women's class. There were about 20 women in there today and my lesson was on Adam and Eve. I have felt sick with anxiety all week over this. It really does not matter what the topic is, I find that the closer I get to the lesson, the more anxious I feel. I don't get why I have no problem running a group of 10 adolescents, but standing in front of a room of women lets all the adrenaline flow! Maybe it is the standing part, maybe it is being in front of a group of my peers. I don't know...I just know I'm glad it's over. I'll have a week to relax before I start gearing up for the next lesson.
In the meantime, I can start thinking about something else BIG coming my way...that would be the day I turn 40. I took the day off of work. Don't know how I'm going to spend it yet. Maybe I'll write a long post of funny things from my life thus far. I have quite a few embarrassing moments that I could probably still remember! Maybe I will spend the day dying my hair...the gray is starting to take over, at least I feel like it is when I look in the mirror. Whatever I do, I'll be sure to celebrate!
Okay, going to go do some deep breathing and snoozing. It is Sunday afternoon, afterall!
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